Well it's been a rough few weeks. To say the least.
As some of you may know, my mom has not been feeling well for some time.
( This is what I wrote about my mom last year...)
They thought it was pnemonia.
Stage four lung cancer.
I can honestly without a doubt say that this has been
THE WORST WEEK OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I feel completely helpless.
There's nothing I can say. Nothing I can do.
I just want to be with her. When I'm sitting in the room with her I just want to climb into that hospital bed with her, just like when I was little and I'd sneak into her room in the middle of the night...But then I remember I'm not a littl girl anymore.
Suddenly, I don't know where the years have gone.
I'm filled with regrets.
I thought we'd have more time.
I don't know how to do this.